Saturday, May 8, 2010

a tale of two rings

A RING ALONE

LOST..
a pair you threw..
a seal i broke.

what used to be binded by the very essence of
beginning had been unbinded by the banishing of the rings.kept us both entangled for too long to suffocate us. "we made every half-made ark to float all the tides
that came since we sailed these unknown forbidden
but each had to carry different weights and finally
it took its toll. together with it the rings sank unto
the depths of the clearest water resting within the
embrace of the earth and time soon took it in her womb."- Scape

deeper within her it rested..
a ring thought never to be found again..

LOST..
the pain you gave..
the sorrow i brought.

just when we thought the reaper had left that night,
it came back..
this time it was not alone.
 with him was:
pride
rage
and the highest of all source..
jealousy
i did ran..
but this time you didn’t picked me up..
you fell ahead..

i cant go anymore to where you are..
you fell far away from me..
and so the reaper took us both..
it slashed me from the back..

then..
you from the front.

bleeding from the cut i took the last will to take you
back to your place. my blood was not an unending fountain and
sooner all the red that was used to feel me with warmth
drained up unto the very last drop. i became the undead.
numbed and lost the sight of light. all that was inside
me now was emptiness and the darkness that was slowly
eating my heart. i walked right back home with nothing
with me back but the earth was my sign..
she knew the white bull than anyone els..
she conceived the rings from within her..
and gave warmth to it..

hoping to turn me back
to the human i was before.

but only one came out..
and i felt warmth again..
but with my humanity all emotions too came back.
every painful feeling pierced right trough me..
this time i felt the END on every tip of my fingers.

i want you back
NO..
...i need you back.
then dawn gave me the strength to find you.
i ran to you..
but you were heading to the crossroads
i ran to you..
but you were heading to the clearest water
there i took the chance
to have you back.
we can never be like how we were before..
but we can be better than what we used to be.
all the stars above us witnessed again
just like the first time i asked you to be with me..
with the blessings of your sign beneath us.
the water sign had always been with us
and the rain..

it was meant for us.
i took my ring..
and wore it on you.
though the earth meant it for me..
but my humanity now needs no other warmth

but you..

i want you to be human again..
i know you too were numbed by the reapers scythe.
but until i searched for the other part..

the ring..
LOST
strip right through my bone
somewhere on the way..
i know
the other ring
your ring
still lies alone.

1 comment:

  1. Maybe Gollum has that ring?! Just crackin' you up, Buddy.

    Why such a downer? Sobs.

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